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Some people are just so stupid! [05 Sep 2005|05:13pm]
[ mood | disgusted ]

To the one who thinks they know all:
No one asked you, anyway. You try spending 2 years of your life with someone and making the joint decision to get married and then come back and talk to me. Not to be rude, but you are most likely a child who understands nothing of relationships or acting as an adult. The resaon I write much about him is that we share a life together.. I know it must be a hard fact to swallow, but yes, we are deeply involved with each other. Our lives are so intertwined. We go to the same school, share mutual friends, have a similar career (Though I have a different job). I know his financial business, and he knows mine.. medical history.. it's all the same thing. He's not just a guy that I date casually. Two years is a mighty commitment. We're planning marriage and children and a life together. Decisions must be made together. I'm sure that the whole joint business and the idea of giving up freedom to find freedom is much too much for your tiny mind to process. And to tell you the truth, I AM a feminist. I'm just not an idiot about it. I am all for the advancement and equal treatment of women. I am a diversity teacher, and therefore promote that. I am also for the respect and equal treatment of men, their feelings, and their emotions and abilities, as well. I love when my honey opens a door for me, but there are times that he knows I need to carry boxes and fix things myself. But trust me, he was my knight in shining armor this week when I ran the batteries down on my car. But, just because I am deeply and joyfully partaking in a beautiful relationship doesn't mean I don't enjoy a wonderful life of my own. I have many obligations and friends outside of my realtionship that enrich my life greatly. I used to hate men and be a general bitch before my relationship began two years ago, but I actually decided to grow up (as you obviously haven't). I love men, I respect them, and I have two very close male relationships other than with my "loving companion" (his term) that I wouldn't give up for anything because they don't only make me happy, they make my relationship more fulfilling because I know it's okay to love another man in a purely platonic fashion. In conclusion, I beseech you to grow up, open your mind, close your mouth, and LOVE A MAN. It'll do a lot for you. I'll thank you to never show your face (or your typeface) here again.

To Pat:
Thank you for such graceful defense, due to the fact that I was unaware such ignorance had marred my recorded thoughts. You are one of the male friends I mentioned. I care for you and respect you greatly, and I think of you often. I hope you are doing well.
All my love,

Ah... the pen is stronger than the sword, verdad? I'll have to write again soon, He's home, and we're rebuilding a room together with his family, so it's time to get back to work.

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[26 Aug 2005|03:53pm]
Alright, with two days left until I begin my senior year, I feel I've learned some very valuable lessons this summer. Most of them are purely intended to be funny and make me look even more girly than I actually am, but most of them are actually true, even the fashion and beauty tips. ESPECIALLY THE FASHION AND BEAUTY TIPS!

*It's okay to make decisions without your boyfriend. I bought my homecoming dress by myself this year, and with no input from anyone, and my family and my boyfriend love it.

*It's okay, no, it's really good, to be friends with your boss. I am actually quite close with my bosses, and it not only enhances your work relationship, it enhances your life.

*Yes, work can be fun. And if it's not, make it fun. I work in a hardware store, and there are plenty of "implements of destruction" to play with. My favorite: the expandable rake. My co-workers and I have so much fun that a customer once complimented us on our professional yet playful attitude. She said it was "refreshing", and we ALL laughed.

*My best friend taught me that there is absolutely nothing wrong with buying a CD on a whim, especially if you've never heard of the artist. On our shopping trip together, Chis bought a CD, and I loved it so much that I absolutely had to have a copy of it. Check out: Amos Lee.

*Try things, even if you don't want to go but your partner does. I was absolutely opposed to going to a bonfire with my boyfriend, but I went and actually ended up having a pretty good time.

*Hats are not the enemy. This one is for Phillip. Since we've been dating, I've been adament about the fact that I HATE hats, and I would never wear one. Lo and behold, we ended up in KMart one day, and I saw a cute reversible bucket hat on clearance for three dollars, and I bought it. As it turned out, I loved the hat, and I wear it quite often now to keep my hair out of my face while driving.

* On the subject of driving, it's not what you drive, it's that you can drive and that you have a car to do so.

*Drink water all the time. You always need it.

*Enjoy the time when you have nothing to do, because as soon as school starts, it will be rare.

*Always wear sunscreen. I watched my honey suffer through the worst sunburn I've ever seen in my life, and it's just not worth it. Skin is beautiful no matter what, especially when it's the skin of the one you love.

*Silence doesn't always have to be obliterated with words. I learned that yesterday. I was in the car with my honey for about twenty minutes driving to have dinner with my Grandparents, and we barely said a word on the way there. But I did notice that it was one of the most beautiful, comfortable silences that I've even experienced, and I could still feel his love even if he wasn't saying anything.

*Moisture is a girl's best friend. Moisturizer, body lotion, lip balm and a bottle of water are essentials to every woman.

*You don't have to wear makeup everyday.

* Never listen to your Father's fashion advice. I have a pair of red drawstring cropped pants that I adore, and my father thinks they're just awful. The first time I wore them, my Grandmother and my honey were lavish with compliments and how much they loved them. That was really all that mattered to me. My dad also hates flip flops, another reason to ignore his fashion advice.

*It might be okay to ignore your dad when it comes to fashion, but listen to your boyfriend. I went shopping with mine, and he picked out a top that I really didn't think I liked, but I ended up loving it and buying it. Now, it has become one of my favorite pieces. It's my "go-to outfit" when I need something quick to wear.

*It doesn't matter who someone is, if the need help, you help them.

*Sometimes a name equals quality, and sometimes it doesn't. I was thrilled when my boyfriend and I exchanged Tiffany band rings for our upcoming anniversary. We weren't quite as pleased when they began to tarnish two days later.

*Sometimes cheap is great. I pay 92 cents for a man's shaving cream for my legs, and my guy can attest, they've never been so smooth! Try Barbasol skin conditioner.

*Revel in the most insignificant parts of your relationship. I love watching him shave and dress. I love the way he drives me crazy, teases me to death, and that I still can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I love the little things he does just to make me happy. I LOVE his cooking.
I love the way he watches over me.

*Don't, I repeat, DON'T PROCRASTINATE! I put my AP Spanish summer project off , and I probably wouldn't have struggled with it had I done it earlier.

*If you spot something you love, don't be afraid to ask someone where it came from. Most people don't mind divulging such info, and if you pair it with a compliment, they're flattered. I do that with my customers all the time.

*Get rid of something if you don't wear it, love it, or use it. If you don't, find someone who will!

*Don't wait until tomorrow to start eating right, getting in shape, whatever. I'll admit, I'm very guilty of this.

*Know what you want before you go shopping, and don't spend all of your money on food. Just don't spend all of your money. Make sure you know where all of it goes.

Okay, I feel I've graced you with enough of my wisdom. ;) Now it's time to tend to my mani and make sure that I'll actually be ready to go back to school in two days. lol.

(Count the Stars)

[31 Jul 2005|09:31pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Correct me if I'm wrong, but did I actually accomplish everything I set out to do today and MORE? That NEVER happens to me! I'm actually quite pleased with myself. Alright, let's do a rundown, just to be sure:
Went Running? CHECK
Dropped off items at Salvation Army? CHECK
Went to church? Of course.
Okay, so I can't remember all of the other things I said I was going to do, but I know I got them done. Ah, but the pinnacle of my day was the time spent with my favorite boy. We went to the pool to spend time with Anna, our favorite lifeguard/pool attendant. She was accompanied by a very inquisitive little girl who seemed to be completely concerned with the state of our relationship.
Girl: "Are you engaged?"
Me: "Honey, do you want to wear the Daddy pants, and take this one for the team?"
Him: "No, we're not."
Anna: "But they probably will be."
Girl: "But why are you wearing matching rings then?"
***Internal fireworks***
Did I note that the mere mention of our jewelry choices by another makes my skin crawl uncomfortably, especially when it's a member of my family or a peer? True, she was much younger, but it still annoyed me. all I said was "We just really like each other." No, I'm not engaged, I'm not married, I'm just HAPPY.. that's enough.
So, leading away from that, intense hunger ensued, and my only squeeze whisked me away to his castle where a grilled ham and cheese fit for a Queen was lovingly prepared for me. I must mention, it was much better than the one I made apres-running. We ate outside on the swing and took an infinately-romantic stroll around the neighborhood and through the playground of his old elementary school, where we decided to swing on the swings. It was fun and cute, and we spent time in deep conversation, like we haven't in awhile. I was about ready to burst from happiness.
I feel like I'm in school again already. I'm taking a course online this summer through my company, and I've got a bunch of AP Spanish crap to do. I'm muddling my way through Chapter one: automotive. Thank goodness I paid attention in shop at least PART of the time. I know some of this stuff already, and the stuff that I didn't know or remember at least makes sense to me.
What feels like one hour later:
Well, I scored an 86 on chapter one of the test. Only 15 more chapters to go. I can't wait! *eye roll* I think I'm ready to go to bed. Time for chapter two tomorrow. Nighty.

(Count the Stars)

[31 Jul 2005|12:02am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

The joys of summer. It's midnight.. I'm typing on my computer and happily reading a book (Hot Relationships, by Tracey Cox, if anyone is curious) after a long day at work. I came home with my favorite boy, made myself a french vanilla cappuccino (sprite for my non-coffee loving boy toy), and we settled in to watch the usual, (and my favorite) stand-up comedy. True, unaltered bliss. Sometimes, I just wish there were more hours in the day to enjoy it. I must admit, I did wish time went a little slower while I was luxuriating in my post-coffee, post-fooling-around euphoric haze laying on the chest I love most. (If that was more than you need to know, sorry.. it's just the truth.)
Even better? Another two days off. All of this inventory is starting to get on my nerves. I was told by my boss that I'd be doing no inventory prep, which made no sense to me. But, since he is my boss and a truly lovely man, I conceded; shut myself up, and went along with it. I guess that WAS the plan, until today. I was then notified that I have to start getting my stockroom ready. I quickly let my other boss know that Dave (the 80 year old man I share a dept. with who calls me "His treasure."), was doing our stockroom, per Greg. "Are you kidding? Dave can't count anymore!" "Oh, good point. Well, hand me some tags, I've got a lot of work to do."
I won't be working on my stockroom for almost another week.. which really puts the squeeze on me, when inventory is in a month, and the stock crew messes up my pristine stockroom on a consistent basis. I'm going to have to start leaving them instructions, like the paint advisor does.
Mmm.. I think that tomorrow I'll read a bit, maybe do some spanish work, drop some things off at the Salvation Army (too bad they're only open for donations and not shopping on Sunday), and/or take a run with myself or take a stroll with my "loving companion." Maybe both! I always end up planning more than I do, anyway.
I think that right now, though, is the perfect time for bed. My bed looks so cozy right now, even though I have to clear a bunch of stuff off of it before I can even attempt to lay on it without getting a flatiron in the back ("Put me back in the linen closet, and nobody gets hurt." Imagine if our styling tools could talk!) Just think, the quicker I go to bed, the quicker I'll be up in the morning for my cup of quasi-coffee, quick shower, and dress clothing for religious assembly! *laugh* Goodnight.

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Much to do with nothing. [28 Jul 2005|11:49pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

My internet is finally up and running again after a painful three week forced hiatus. No, it wasn't really that bad, but I noticed that when I didn't have the option to go online was when I really wanted to. Ironic. Now I am able to, and I really just want to go to bed. I knew having a computer in my room was a bad thing...
Well, today was actually kind of busy, which wasn't really what I wanted for a day off. I haven't really had any days with absolutely nothing yet. I went to Twelve Oaks with my mother this morning, and other than two keychains that I absolutely LOVED (One from Fossil, one from Michael Kors), nothing thrilled me. I ended up helping my Grandma, and then my boyfriend and I pretty much spent the night at home, which is my favorite kind of night. I am not blissfully catching up with Cosmo online and luxuriating in the fact that my brother doesn't come home until tomorrow, so I really should stay up all night since I don't have to get up in the morning. It is so quiet in this house, I LOVE IT! I hate that I love reading Cosmo so much, but I can't subscribe to it because if my mother ever got the mail before I did, my life would officially be over. I'll just have to settle for Instyle and my Bridals until my eighteenth, when I've decided that I'm going to buy them and lock them away when I'm done with them. Hah.
Ah, my bed looks so cozy. It would look even better if there wasn't a scanner on it. A few more articles, and I'm off.

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[12 Jul 2005|08:37pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

So yeah, I'm deciding to update while I'm stuck watching the all-star game, which I should be excited to see, but I'm really not. I just don't care about watching another baseball game when I just came from watching my boyfriend officiate one.
In other news, my spanish texts came today, and I've decided to dedicate myself to actually reading them instead of just throwing them in my bag until school starts and senora mas actually makes me DO something with myself.
I'm kind of looking forward to school now, since I haven't really seen any of my friends since school got out, and I'm looking forward to being a senior and getting back into the gym and such. And, considering that I have about thirty pounds I'd like to lose, getting into the gym sooner rather than later would be nice.
I also got to talk to my best friend today for the first time in a long time. Since I haven't talked to anyone since school got out and certainly no one has called me, I've been lonely as hell. I'd probably wilt away if it wasn't for my boyfriend and my grandma, who I was beginning to believe were my only friends. I felt like an old man whose children didn't want anything to do with him.
Well, I suppose I ought to get back to studying. I almost worry that I'll study myself out before school even starts, and then I won't all year long. I want to go for a walk, but there is no pulling him away from the TV. More tomorrow, if my computer is working.

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"You're such a good girl" [05 Jul 2005|09:49pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Today was definately the longest day, other than yesterday. ;) I got to work at about noon... early enough to see my beloved bending over to pick up pallets on the front sidewalk. Yum. Basically spent the day working in my departments making sure things were running smoothly. I ended up re-merchandising three shelves, and it took forever. I was praised very nicely today, and I appreciated it greatly. There were so many things to do, but by the end of the day, there was absolutely nothing, and I was going out of my mind!
Time to go.. time for our nightly "whose line" date.
I love this life.

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[03 Jul 2005|02:01pm]
Just to let anyone know that read my entry from yesterday, it was intended to be amusing. Yes, I can be a bit ditzy and really girly, but I am not stupid or superficial in the least, and my entry was not intended to project such an image. It was written for the sole purpose of amusing my "loving companion" and my best friend.
More later. I must get back to my nails ;) (also, just a joke)
In the words of Senora Mas, "Thank you, goodbye."

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[01 Jul 2005|10:29pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Well, upon meeting the man of my dreams approximately two years ago, I decided to follow biological suit and let him be the man and I will be the woman. Makes sense, right? Well, I didn't quite expect it to go this far. For him, here's what I've become.
*Half of the email in my inbox is from clinique.
*I would actually consider carrying a small dog in a purse (provided it wished to ride with me).
*Don't even get me started about purses.
*I own an italian designer purse (Prada! The purse to end all purses!)
*I hyperventilate when approaching a pet store (I do that a lot).
*I go nowhere without moisturizer, lipgloss, and hand cream.
*I own shoes I can't walk in.
*I own more than two pairs of shoes that "serve no purpose", according to my dream guy.
*I cry way too often for no reason.
*I own more pink and white than the breast cancer association.
*I have and actually follow a skin-care regimen.
*I giggle way too often as well.
*I own more hair products than I have hair.
*My hair usually smells nice.
*I acutally worry about my hair when it rains.
*I have a professional flatiron that heats up to 7000 degrees in 3.5 seconds.
*I know the difference between a wallet and a small leather good.
*My home page could be set to women.msn.com
*I've actually asked "Does this make me look fat?"
*I own and wear a thong. (You're welcome)
*I survive off of InStyle, Harper's Bazaar, and any and all bridal publications.
*I love pretty, glittery things.
*I have a group of giggly friends.
*When I enter a store, I go in this order : makeup, hair, purses, clothes, shoes.
*I definately think way too much about accessories.
*I am manicured and pedicured as we speak.
*I have a beautiful jewelry box full of jewelry from my beloved that I absolutely adore wearing.

I think he needs to read this now, before things get out of hand. I'll fill you in on the results later.

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Not enough hours in the day.. [02 Jun 2005|07:55pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I just don't have enough time to update right now.. I feel kinda bad, because I had no idea that anyone actually took the time to stop and read my little, unimportant and mainly dormant journal. I promise that as soon as school is over, I'll spend like a week writing the biggest entry known to man recapping my year before I go on vacation. Just be patient with me!

Hey, have an extra hour (or two) tonight? Watch the OC. That's what I'll be doing.

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[15 May 2005|07:48pm]
I'm baaack....

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[21 May 2004|11:45am]

001. What is your name? Laura

002. Spell your name backwards: Arual

003. Date of birth: 1-21-88

004. Male or female? female

005. Astrological sign: Aquarius

006. Nicknames: Too many

007. Occupation: student

008. Height: 5'3''

009. Weight: 134

010. Hair color: Auburn

011. Eye color: Green

012. Where did you last live? Waterford

013. Where do you reside now? Waterford, same place

014. Status: Taken, yes. Always and forever
015. Screen names: MyBlueEyes88

016. E-mail:

017. What does your screen name stand for? Frank Sinatra and my loving companion

018. What is your diary-land name? DafnaRivkeh
019. What does your diary name stand for? My names in hebrew
020. Pets: Cat
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 16.. but I didn't have candles and I couldn't blow them out.

022. Piercings? 2 in each ear

023. Tattoo's? None.

024. Shoe size: 8.5-9.5

025. Righty or lefty? Both

026. Wearing: Black t-shirt, jeans, sandals
027. Hearing: Drum Major CD

028. Feeling: Hypoglycemic

029. Eating/drinking: Water


Which one of your CLOSE friends is the...

030. Craziest? Chris

031. Loudest? No idea

032. Nicest? Chris
033. Bitchiest? That's me.
034. Life of the party?

035. Jock? Phillip

036. Prep?

037. Rebel? amanda

038. Cutest? Phillip this boy is the most gorgeous thing I've ever seen.

039. Best friend of the same sex? Chrissie, Tasha

040. Best friend of the opposite sex? My loving companion
041. Most popular? Not a clue

042. Rudest?

043. Most shy? Chrissie

044. Dumbest?

045. Smartest?
046. Weirdest?

047. Has the best hair? Heather

048. Best personality? all you guys!!!

049. Most talented? Allison
050. Most ghetto?

051. Most spoiled?

052. Drama queen?

053. Pain in the ass? mike

054. Funniest? Phillip, Chrissie

055. Best advice giver? luke, laura

056. Druggie?

057. Most likely to join a cult?
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Tasha
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Tasha
060. How many people do you have on your buddy list? 35


061. Have you ever been in love? Yes,

062. How many people have you told "I love you"?

063. How many people have you been in love with?

064. How many people have you kissed? 3

065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? no

066. How many people have you dated? 3
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Their soul
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? The way they treat people

069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? I don't go for guys anymore, I found mine
070. Do you have a bf/gf? Yes

071. If so where did you meet them? Through a friend

072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? He's the love of my life.

073. Do you have a crush right now? yes

074. If so who is it? D'oh!
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? I'm living it now
076. Do you remember your first relationship? Yes
077. Who is the first person you kissed?
078. Do you believe in fate? yes

079. Do you believe in soul mates? yes

080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? I did.


104. How many siblings do you have? one

105. What are your parents names? Kim and Joe
106. What are your siblings names? John

107. How many siblings does your mother have? 1

108. How many siblings does your father have? 5

109. Where are your parents from? Michigan
110. Is your family close? Yes

111. Does your family get together for holidays? Yes.

112. Do you have a drunk uncle? No

113. Any medical problems run through your family? Yes.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? No.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? No, but I will.

116. Are your parents divorced? no

117. Do you have step parents? no

118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? No

119. If so for what?
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Yes.


121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? There are lots of them
122. What's the most embarrassing CD you own? Music could never embarass me.

123. What's the best CD you own? A lot of good ones.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? I don't like rap.
125. Do you sing in the shower? Yes.

126. What song reminds you of that special someone? "Everything" by Lifehouse


152. Color: I just love colour

153. Food: Lots of stuff

154. Song: oh man, that's a long list, too many to put here

155. Show: Spanish soap operas

156. School subject: Bio, Spanish, and soon to be band
157. Band/singer: S&G, counting crows
158. Animal: all of them!

159. Outfit: anything comfy and cute

160. Radio station: 96.3, 88.7

161. Movie: The 60's

162. Pair of shoes: I want some birkenstocks or adidas sandals

163. Cartoon: sailor moon (!)

164. Actor:

165. Actress: Julia Stiles

166. Potato chip: I like salt and vinegar

167. Drink: water

168. Alcoholic drink: I don't drink

169. Holiday: I love holidays now

170. Perfume/cologne: Love spell, tommy girl

171. Pizza topping: lots of different stuff

173. Lunch meat: I hate meat.. I can't really eat processed meat

174. Board game: Not a board game, but twister

175. Video game: Mario

176. Website: Deafness.about.com

177. Book: The Thorn Birds, by Colleen McCullough

178. Computer game: Don't have one

179. Numbers: 7, 13, 21 any number that is on my boyfriend's jersey at the time
180. Cereal: Kashi GoLean

181. Comedian:Jeff Foxworthy, Ron White
182. Dessert: Don't remind me

183. Disney character: Alice in Wonderland

184. Clothing store: Kohl's, Mervyns

185. Pastime: Music, reading, writing

186. Teacher: Sra. Mas, Mr. Brown

187. Childhood toy: My doll that my boyfriend makes fun of
188. Carnival game/ride: uh..i don't have one

189. Candy bar: Kit-Kat

190. Magazine: Cosmogirl

191. Salad dressing: Ranch

192. Thing to do on the weekend: Hang out with my honey

193. Hot drink: hot cocoa

194. Season: summer or fall

195. Sport to watch: football or baseball

196. Person to talk to online: I don't talk online


197. What color are your sheets? white

198. What color are your bedroom walls? Yellow

199. Do you have posters on your wall? 1.

200. If so of what? guitar chord chart
201. Do you have a TV in your bedroom? No

202. How many pillows are on your bed? 5
203. What do you normally sleep in? My boyfriend's basketball pants and a tank-top
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:
205. What size bed do you have? full

206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? No
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? Not a line, but a phone
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: It was bad.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yeah, my eyoure and my mousey

211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? I don't know, i only want two there
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? No
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no

214. Do you snore? No

215. How about drool? No.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? No
217. What color is the carpet in your room? tan
218. What's under your bed? a table that goes in our living room.


219. Coke/Pepsi: Coke(even though i don't drink much pop)

220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels

221. Day/night: Night

222. Wicked witch of the East/wicked witch of the West: i don't remember which ones which

223. Heaven/hell: heaven

224. Make love/have sex: make love

225. Coffee/tea: coffee, unless the tea is chai

226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers are better for you.

227. Rap/rock: rock

228. Britney/Christina: neither, but i hate britney less than christina

229. Swiss cheese/American cheese: mozzerella

230. Road rules/real world? Real World

231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: Nsync, back in the day

232. Silver/gold: Gold

233. Nike/Adidas: Adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Taco bell, bean burritos!

235. Sweet/sour: sweet

236. Punk/emo: Punk

237. Hot/cold: hot

238. Winter/summer: summer

239. Spring/fall: fall

240. Operas/plays: BOTH!

241. Read/watch TV: read

242. CD's/tapes: cd's

243. Dvd's/vhs: DvD

244. Old/new: old

245. Shorts/skirts: skirts

246. Pink/red: pink

247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: b&w
248. Meat/vegetables: veggies, duh!

249. Mexican food/Chinese food: mexicana

250. Commercials/infomercials: commercials

251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies

252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis

253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals

254. Dogs/cats: cats

255. Unicorns/faeries: faeries

256. Water/land: water

257. Sugar/spice: a little of both

258. Black/white: black

259. Ribbons/bows: ribbon

260. Chicken/beef:not a fan of either

261. Colored Christmas lights/regular white Christmas lights: I like both

262. Cars/trucks: trucks

263. Austin Powers/James Bond: neither.
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn

265. Hip/hop: Hop.. I like to jump

266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate, all the way
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: Neither

268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub

269. Picture frames/photo albums: frames

270. Pens/pencils: pens


271. Eminem: Yuck

272. Virgins: hell yeah baby!

273. God: I don't know how to act

274. The Osbournes: Annoying

275. Reality TV: Annoying

276. Jlo: Sad

277. Religion:

278. Emo music: I like.

279. Valentine's Day: Wonderful

280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: Stay hidden.

281. Homosexuals: I don't condone it, but they're good people
282. Abortion: Against it.

283. Inter-racial relationships: Nothing wrong with it.
284. Murder: Wrong

285. Death: Sad

286. Obesity: Sad

287. Pre-marital sex: Wait.
288. Terrorism: Horrible

289. Pornography: Horrible.
290. Fortune tellers: Not real.

291. Threesomes: No.

292. Prostitution: Sad.
293. Politics: Losing my faith

294. Country music: Okay.

295. George W. Bush: Good man.

296. Cloning: AGAINST IT.

297. Britney's boobs: I don't care, I just don't want to see them.

298. Gas prices in America: High.


What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...

299. Jack: jack the ripper my guitar

300. Tiffany: old friend

301. Ben: kid from civics last year

302. Maria: girl in my spanish class

303. Jennifer: mom's friend

304. Nicole: used to have a friend named nichole

305. Amy: cute name

306. Adam: no idea

307. Richard: Not a clue

308. Justin: baseball player

309. Arnold: arnold shwartszenager(ugh, i fucked that up)

310. Tom: tomcat

311. Melissa: girl I didn't like

312. Charlotte: my future mother-in-law

313. Harold: no clue

314. John: bother and brother

315. Joel: kid in 4 of my classes

316. Vanessa: Vanessa Carlton

317. Michelle: friend in ADL

318. Kevin: kid in auto
319. Brent: basketball player

320. Jake: kid from elementary school

321. Billy: neighbor

322. Sarah: girl in my spanish class

323. Natalie: cute name

324. Christy: best friend

325. Nick: no idea

326. Linda: aunt

327. Taylor: tried to kill me today

328. Jordan: micheal jordan

329. Jamie: girl in my math class

330. Adrian: adrian monk


331. Mooned anyone? no

332. Been on a diet? yep

333. Been to a foreign country? yes

334. Broken a bone? no

335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? never had one

336. Swear at a teacher? nope

337. Talked to an L J member via e-mails or instant messages? yes,

338. Got in a fight? no

339. Dated a teacher? No! But I'm a teacher being dated!

340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? no

341. Thought about killing your enemy? Yes/No

342. Gone skinny dipping? no

343. Met another L J member in the flesh? Nope
344. Told a little white lie? Of course

345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? i don't think so

346. Stolen anything? no

347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? yup
"Holy ass"

348. Been on TV? yes

349. Been on the radio? No

350. Been in a mosh pit? nope

351. Been to a concert? yes

352. Dated one of your best friends? I'm dating my best friend

353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes

354. Deceived somebody close to you? I don't know

355. Broken the law? maybe a city ordinance.. but a law? I don't think so.
356. Been to a rodeo? No.. but I've seen cows wrestled out of necessity

357. Been on a talk show? no

358. Been on a game show? no

359. Been on an airplane? yes

360. Got to ride on a firetruck? no

361. Came close to dying? Maybe

What happened to 362?

363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yes

364. Terrorized a baby-sitter? no

365. Made a mud pie? so fun

366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? i've had dreams that i'm falling

367. Snuck out of the house at night? no

368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? No

369. Had an eating disorder? no

370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes

371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yes
372. Smoked? no
373. Done drugs? nope

374. Been arrested? no

375. Had your tonsils removed? no

376. Gone to camp? yes

377. Won a bet? I don't bet

378. Written a love letter? yeah

379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yes

380. Written a love poem? yes

381. Kissed in the rain? Yes
382. Slow danced with someone you love? Yes

383. Participated in cyber sex? no
384. Faked an orgasm? no

385. Stolen a kiss? yes

386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes

387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? no

388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yes

389. Gotten a speeding ticket? No

390. Done jail time? no

391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no
392. Won a trophy? no

393. Thrown up in public? no

395. Failed/got held back? no

396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? no

397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yes

398. Taken ballet lessons? no

399. Attempted suicide? no
400. Cut yourself? no


401. Did you play with Barbies? Yes

402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yes

403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? no

404. Did you play Simon says? yes

405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? no

406. Did you wet the bed? no

407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? Yes

408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? no,
409. Were you shy? Not really but then i got extrememly shy

410. Were you spoiled? no

411. Were you abused? not until I got older, but never physically

412. Did you go to the circus? yes

413. Did you go to the zoo? yes!

414. Were you in a car accident? No

415. Did you build snowmen? I'M FROM MICHIGAN

416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Yes,once.

417. Were your older cousins mean to you? No, but we were mean to my brother
418. Did you think slinkies were cool?I love slinkies!

419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? no, i was pretty good at telling the difference between makebelieve and reality. plus i knew they weren't in the sewers because i knew they lived in my backyard:-P

420. Were you afraid of the dark? Yep

421. Did you have slumber parties? a few

422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags? no

423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no

424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/and the Tooth Fairy? yes


425. Do you believe in aliens? no

426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: printer, scanner, speakers

427. Do you have any hidden talents? yes

428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? i don't really watch MTV enough to care

429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? A foreign film

430. What would your movie star name be? Laura?

431. Do you play any sports? not really

432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? No idea

433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? i haven't done either of those in a long time

434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? the tuxedo
435. Do you drive? sometimes

436. What is your dream car? chevy cavalier or pontiac sunfire

437. Do you think you're good looking? kinda

438. Do others think you are good looking? yes

439. Would you ever sky dive? nope

440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nah

441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 8

442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no
443. Do you believe in God? yes

444. Do you believe in Satan? yes

445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes

446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes

447. Do you own a pool table? no
448. Do you have a pool? no but i want one

449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes

450. Do you like chocolate? I love dark chocolate
451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? i don't have one yet

452. How many U.S. states have you been to? a few

453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes

454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? pink crayon

455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no.. I carry a knife at home to work with.
456. What is your weakness? i have more than one...

457. Name something you can't get enough of: Phillip, sleep, music
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: caring, loving, cuddly

459. How many kids do you want to have? How many is a platoon?

460. Future daughters names: Avery Mary Justice (one name)

461. Future sons names: Logan Joseph Allan (One name)

462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep

463. How do you release stress? crying,

464. Are you a trendy person? eh..

465. Are you an artistic person? yes

466. Are you a realistic person? kinda
467. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? no

468. Are you a strong person? I try very hard

469. Are you a strong willed person? Yes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Tasha

471. Who is the last person to IM you?

472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes,

473. Are you a deep sleeper? yes

474. Are you a good story teller? yes

475. What do you believe is your best quality? My character
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? I have a few
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Yes

478. Do you do yoga? I've always wanted to try

479. Do you have your own credit card? no

480. Let's say you win the lotto? I don't gamble
481. Do you have a check book? no

482. Do you like your driver's license picture? Don’t have one

483. Do you tan easily? I've never had a sunburn

484. What color is your hair naturally? auburn
485. How many fillings do you have? none

486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? None

487. Worst feeling in the world? loneliness
488. Best feeling in the world? love

489. Is the glass half empty or half full? Half full

490. Last thing you downloaded? no clue

492. What do you think people think of you? I don't know

493. Are you a likable person? i try to be

494. Do you need therapy? not really

495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
496. What's the best way to be proposed to? I just want to be proposed to!
497. What kind of movie would you star in? a documentary
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it? Who cares?
499. When do you plan on moving? After I get married

500. What's your favorite quote? "An eye for an all, and all shall be blind" -mahatma ghandi

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[11 May 2004|11:01am]
[ mood | flirty ]

My best friend went to Mackinac last weekend, and I miss her terribly. I love you, Chrissie! Can't wait to see you tomorrow. Drum major practice afterschool today. I really just want it to be over so I can find out if I made it or not, because that's really the bottom line. You know, it's so hard to keep everything straight sometimes. I'll be really happy once shop is over. I love my partners so much, don't get me wrong, but I'm tired of not being able to dress how I want when I want, and I hate being dirty.. I work at home and that's okay. I don't mind that. My mom told me that I can take over all of my Brother's work and make $15.00 a week. I think that's great. I'm still going to work outside on Saturdays while my loving companion is at baseball and probably on Sundays, too. I miss baseball!!! I was so desparate that I sincerely thought about turning on the TV last night with the hopes of finding a baseball game on TV. Yeah, that's bad. I know I ramble. I don't care. I only have a limited amount of time, and the people that need to know already do. But I did go shopping last night and took in my cameras to be developed. I can't wait to get them back. I bought an awesome collage frame that I can't wait to fill. Let's just say that I hope the last ones I took turned out. I need some tape.

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[06 May 2004|12:08pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Yeah, so yesterday was good and yesterday was bad. My Grandpa died a month ago. My parents took my cat to the Humane society. But on the up side, I bought the most gorgeous red satin homecoming dress for FIVE DOLLARS. Yes, that's right, FIVE DOLLARS. Yeah, and I ended up talking to Mr. Braue about Drum Major, and he said everything's going to work out fine and that I have a good chance if my interview and test goes well. It's really just as much about personality as it is about the test going well. I also got nominated to go to Washington D.C again, and this time I'm actually old enough.

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"i wanna be the girl who he smiles at and tells his friends, 'yeah, shes mine" [05 May 2004|01:02pm]
Yeah, so my significant other casually mentioned "You never update anymore" last night. There's too much to say, and not enough hours in the day. Ha, that rhymes! Kinda like "Se ata la corbata" < and that one really made me laugh. I've just got a lot going on, and not enough time to organize it when I could just shout it out as I pass people in the hallway. Later, in a hurry!

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[31 Mar 2004|08:54pm]
Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea. -- Robert A. Heinlein

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[28 Mar 2004|04:18pm]
When two people are under the influence of the most violent, most insane, most illusive, and most transient of passions, they are required to swear that they will remain in that excited, abnormal, and exhausting condition continuously until death do them part. ~George Bernard Shaw

"QVC sells porn? Is that on the cob, or off?"

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[19 Feb 2004|11:51am]
[ mood | excited ]

1) Being alone
2) Not having presence of mind
3) Diabetes

1) My boyfriend, Phillip
2) My parents
3) My Grandma

1) Phillip
2) Music
3) Sign Language

1) Bigotry
2) Commercialism
3) Anti-environmentalism

1) How can bias go so far?
2) How people can hurt each other willfully.
3) How people can ruin the planet.

1) A basket of books
2) All of my pictures (for the time being)
3) Some CDs.

1) Filling out a survey
2) Eating an enchilada
3) Dreaming about my honey.

1) Go to college
2) Get married
3) Have an troop of Irish children

1) Sing
2) Write
3) Sign

1) Silly
2) Intelligent
3) Sensitive

1) Play sports

1) Simon and Garfunkel
2) Frank Sinatra
3) Noarh Jones

1) Rod Stewart
2) Bob Seger
3) Rap

1) "I'm confused"
2) "Bite me"
3) "mmm.. bagel" ;)

1) Pistachios
2) Lasagna
3) Maraschino cherries

1) To play a sport (Like volleyball or something)

1) Water

1) Ninja turtles
2) Mr. Dressup
3) Anything on Nick JR., probably

[ x ] Wallet? Orange with a yellow flower on it.
[ x ] Hairbrush? Burgundy and useful
[ x ] Toothbrush? Pink
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily? My sapphire ring and necklace, 2 earrings in each ear, and my gold heart bracelet
[ x ] Pillow cover? Blue with stars
[ x ] Blanket? Navajo and fleecy.
[ x ] Coffee cup? Red with a teddy bear
[ x ] Sunglasses? Don't have any.
[ x ] Underwear? Cute.
[ x ] Favorite shirt? I have lots of shirts I like.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume? Love spell, Lucky or Green Tea
[ x ] CD in stereo right now? Alanis Morissette
[ x ] Tattoos? none
[ x ] Piercings? Two in each ear
[ x ] What you are wearing now? baseball hoodie, break-aways, and a pink tank top.
[ x ] In my mouth? Nothing?
[ x ] In my head? "Baby, you are so cute"
[ x ] Wishing? I had my dresser!
[ x ] After this? Shower.
[ x ] Fetishes? Only for you.
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, and for what reason? My brother.
[ x ] Is next to you? nobody
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies? The 60's, Clash of The Titans.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? Lots of stuff. 6 month anniversary!
[ x ] The last thing you ate? Getting ready to eat an Enchilada
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of? Losing control of my own body
[ x ] Do you like candles? Yankee candles rock my world.
[ x ] Do you like incense? I've never burnt it before.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood? Not especially.
[ x ] Do you believe in love? Love is life's constant in my world.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates? I have mine.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven? Yes.
[ x ] Do you believe in God? Yes.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die? Give my organs to someone that needs them.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy?
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? I want a kitten, and we can have a dog.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up? Late.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks? Yes.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin? Golden dollar.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies? Dark chocolate
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand? Diversity is beautiful
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better? human nature. What can I say, I'm learning.
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around? Grant.

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"Those fingers in my hair, that sly 'come hither' stare, it's witchcraft." [25 Jan 2004|02:47pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Okay, so a whole Sunday afternoon with nothing to do at all motivates me to make some room for my keyboard, and clear things up. Okay, since last update, I had my sixteenth birthday. That's all we'll say. We took exams, they were blissfully easy, and I always get nervous for nothing. It's just my nature. I moved on to auto 2, and I have yet to begin enjoying it. I've only had it once, and I walked away smelling like more exhaust than I EVER did in auto one. Overall, my routine is the same, only a lot busier. I started training to be a diversity facilitator at school through the ADL (Anti-Defamation League) and I'm having the time of my life with it. I'm absolutely happy. Getting involved and doing things like that makes me feel like a better person. I'm much happier with myself now that I'm making moves to do the things that make me happy. I don't feel like I'm just stuck here all the time doing nothing by myself. The start of the second semester on Wednesday or so threw my life into hyperdrive. I'm organized, and I actually get things done. I don't know what to do with myself!



You paint a picture on the wall
Cause you've got a lot to tell me
but you don't think you could say it better oh baby

You're bringing up times I can't recall
And I'm sure they made your point
but I just can't seem to remember yeah

And I know you got the feeling
and I can't say I'm agreeing
with your topic of conversation
So just listen to the reasons
and the handset I've been giving
to the thoughts of my imagination

So come on let me see
I say baby you are amazing
I want to let you see
that you are everything and more to me
I will let you be I will I will

Cause I saw you walking down the hall
and I had a lot to tell you
but I didn't think you could say it better oh baby

You're good at makin me feel so small
and I know you made your point
but I just don't want to remember yeah

and I know you've got the feelin
and I cant say I'm agreein with your topic of conversation
So just listen to the reasons
and the hints that I've been given
to the thoughts of my imagination

Cause I'm dancing around
in your world of play
I'm takin my time to make sure you stay
I would give my life to make it okay yeah

So come on let me see...

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[19 Jan 2004|04:09pm]
Anyone have some new music suggestions? ANYTHING is welcome and would be sincerely appreciated? Time to step outside of the comfort zone. I'm thinking of quitting guitar.

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